Friday, 22 April 2011

Thoughts, in poem form.

The lights glow
Amber.
And a column of traffic muscles across
His last, nonchalant wave -
An engulfing tidal panic,
Crashing home, and 
In its wake, a crest of
White horses; tripping, trailing froth, and
Straining on the aching chains 
Of Loss.

It hits like a shattered sequin.

As abstract melancholy leaks in;
Concentric ripples
or loops of time, sliding onwards and outwards with the edges of the universe.
They say that water turns to concrete when you
drop -
A fall from love is endless, Draining.
With no rock-hard stop.

Just silence, on repeat, and
Wish you were here,
Strumming gently, at the heart-strings
- A butterfly kiss -
With percussion of tears.

Metaphors flow...
Past raindrops on a window,
Tracing erratic paths
across the glass,
they hitch-hike lifts on scattered orbs - trembling
To touch, then tenderly absorb
Their waiting Rome-os.

He trickles out of sight, but leaves a watermark
In mind, a print.
That fuck off and let me miss you
Tousled grin,
Phone-in-hand, arm raised,
To trigger tsunamis
With a single wave.

The traffic lights blush, red-cheeked, and
Look away, as we spring apart; apart,
now, until the raindrops meet,
To surge as One,
And the next
breathless
joyride
of our
Love
shall
start.







Friday, 15 April 2011

back to the real world with a bang.


It feels as if i've been inhaling happy-gas for a week and suddenly the canister's burst.

A week's intense revision looms ahead, like a cold pool swimming with essay questions and mind-maps and whatnot. The dismal metaphorical waves lap over dreaded French tenses and seep into the dull ins-and-outs of British political history. Until now I've been sunning on Slacker's Deckchair by the palmtrees, but now im gripping the edge of the diving-board with my toes, and there's nothing for it but to hold my breath, biro poised, and take the plunge.

On the bright side,, it was an awesome week. Really lovely. "Folks and Smokes" resulted in an emboldened Fellowship of the Ring-of-Fire, several trigger-hole-happy individuals, swaying to "The dub-side of the moon", and the inevitable finale; a medley of Vodka-Challenge victims face down on the floor while I waded in elbow-deep in rubber gloves to Clean up their Act.

PS. Happy Birthday Mum xx










Saturday, 2 April 2011

Sunny morning

Day of gardening and shopping ahead. Still feel like shit, but will power through!


    Music to my ears.